let me just try this.

i'm so sadd worr.
wo want to cry le.
all this thinggs.
make me si bei du lan.

okay. this really doesnt work. i'm sorry, i'm just so tempted to try it out.

maybe to me you're dead. i dont know. i dont want to think of anything else at the moment. simply because i dont want to go through anymore hurt but what you never do. so its okay. i'll listen to my cute little scrotum. i'll grow up. look back at all this. and laugh because you arent worth my time.

i can't seem to go through my diet now. maybe its the stress that cause me to eat so much. being at coffeebean the whole day, i finished only one third of my PP, studied a little for my test. had many conversations with ross to help me wake up. a conversation with christie which lasted for a couple of mins cause the outlet was in need of a phone line. she's probably laughing her ass off because she was relaxing at home while i was stressing for a test. i missed talking to that bitch. but she can stop laughing now. because i'm going to pass! saiful is the one who's going to fail. and he has three upgrades whereas i have only two.

i ransacked all my bags. and i found sean's long lost belt. and he wants it back. the problem is. how?

so that change of my MSN nick means a change in me. i can't love the grimkeeper anymore. because i dont have the strength to do it anymore. all i can do is offer my friendship to him. and lets hope he accepts it.

appreciation. do i appreciate my friends enough? do they know that i do? i hope they do. cause i know i do.

this class is gay.

and i'm falling from grace.

i keep forgetting what i want to say. but i'm going to be gay. seriously gay. because guys are idiots.